I couldn't leave your beautiful site without leaving my condolances.
I have a 3 yr old and an 8 weeks old and wouldn't know how to deal with a loss like yours.
You must be so strong and brave- to live with such loss.
The teddy bear idea is just beautiful and magical.
Your sight is so descriptive and well written - I can feel the love in everything you write.
xo
What a beautiful gift! / Judy Taylor Now that I have wiped my tears I can see to tell you my heart was so broken to read of your loss. I love the way you have sent him off to be looked after by God until you meet him again in Heaven. Having a niece born 10 weeks early, and twin sisters born 9 weeks early, and they too are with God, I send love to you for being so strong and understanding. Your bubby is beautiful and it is so wonderful of you to share him with others. I will continue to pray for you and Jayden's brother or sister on the way, may God Bless you richly in safety and health.
Looking around your website breaks my heart, im sorry. I just do not know how u can go on without your special, beautiful bub. I have a 22 month old and a 4 month old and i get so angry when i have a bad time with them. How selfish of me.
I admire your strength and your courage more than words can say. I honestly could not go on if i had to deal with what you dealt with.
I am just so pleased that you can find the strength to remember all that is good in such a situation, and that is, that you DID get to spend some precious time with your son, and that you ever got to know him.
My thoughts and wishes to your son and yourselves. Love Lucy xxx
Happy First Birthday!!! / Elisabeth Krause Happy First Birthday little Jayden.
It is hard to believe that it has been a year since your unexpected arrival. Your Mummy & Daddy, although so worried, were so proud! You had all of us that knew them praying for this new little family that all would be OK, some possibly praying for the first time in a long time. You touched so many hearts with your courage and determination. But sometimes God needs to have special angels with him, and although we don't understand it, you said goodbye sooner than anyone would have liked, but not before you showed us what real courage was. Send some of that back to your Mummy & Daddy, especially today. We are all praying again that your little sister or brother will give them that unbelievable joy of watching a little person of their making grow and mature in front of their eyes. I will be looking for that bright star tonight that I know is you and will be saying my prayers for you all.
Spunky little man / Melissa Melville (friend) Dearest Meagan and Rod
What a beautiful website. He certainly was a spunky little man. Thankyou both so much for the beautiful book that you donated to the nursery, and it was so nice to see you again. I am so happy that you will have a brother or sister for Jayden. I look forward to seeing photos of a whopping big fat baby!!
Jayden will always be remembered and he will always have a special place in my heart.
Kindest regards Melissa Melville ICN RBWH
Christmas Time / Mummy To My Little Man
I know you hate me being sad but I really can’t help it. It’s just there in my soul, the whole time.
Especially at Christmas…. I think about how you should be here with us, staring in awe for the first time at all the pretty decorations and lights. Instead your photo is in a decoration on the tree. Like Nan, I am also having a hard time seeing all the little guy stuff in the shops… things I would have been buying you with so much joy. It makes me cry.
Not only do I cry because I miss you, I cry because of everything you had to go through in your too-brief life. I am sorry, sorry, sorry.
But Mummy and Daddy have a secret – it is our one ray of light and hope for the New Year. I know you know what it is and I bet that you even had a hand in it happening. Thank you Jayden.
My love and hugs are with you always, Mummy xoxoxox
Just another day without you........ / Mummy Dear Jayden
Some days are really bad and today is one of them. I can't believe this incredible ache in my heart that doesn't seem to lift. Tears come so easily. My arms long to hold you close, my lips long to kiss your soft head and my eyes long to look into yours... even just one more time. I will never forget that day we stared at each other, it was just amazing. So in love. And I will never forget silly little things like the way you used to suck on your ventilator tube and wiggle your eyebrows. You have changed me forever, darling boy.
I hope you know how much I miss you. Daddy does too, he told me so.
Loving you forever Little Man xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
To My Gorgeous Boy / Meagan Brunsdon (Mummy)
"Before you were conceived I wanted you. Before you were born I loved you. Before you were here an hour I would die for you." - Maureen Hawkins "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart" - Helen Keller
And God Said....... / Diane Angel Mom- Katie Cassidy (I care ) I said, God I hurt And God said, I know
I said, I cry alot And God said, That's why I gave you tears
I said, Life is so hard And God said, That's why I gave you loved ones
I said, But my loved one died!! And God said, So did mine!!
I said, It's such a great loss!! And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross!!
I said, But your loved one lives!! And God said, So does yours!!
I said, Where is he now?? And God said, My Son is by my side and Your Son is in my arms!!
dear little jayden, i lost my little baby girl aswell, she went to heaven on the 12/20/06. like your mummy and myself we will ask everyday why god took you away from us?and why he didnt give to beautiful little babies a chance to cry, breath, a chance to open their eyes and look at their mummy's and hopefully one day we will know and i hope god has a really really good reason!! because ur mummy and myself would do anything in this world to bring you back to us here with your familys were u belong and were you were wanted most... the pain is so hard, your mummy needs your strengh and love as i need my Kayla's strengh and love to get us through every single day, the hardest is when we see other happy mums with their new little babies because thats what we were ment to be doing.
now i ask you to look after my baby girl and ill ask her to look after you and hoping u are the best of friends and doing all your angel dudies together!!! take care little one!!
To jayden mum! your little man is just so beautiful and im really sorry for your loss, i know what your going through and i know how hard it is, our lives will never be the same untill we are back with our little angel babies!! Please if you ever need to talk you can email me.. take care and ill be thinking of you and little jayden always!!! my email is pricey_angel@hotmail.com im also on msn
please vist kayla www.kayla-evelyn.memory-of.com
A valentine for you angel / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
I hope your day is as sweet as you angel. xoxoxo Rosemary sis of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
I know that mummy and daddy are broken hearted but they know you are with them always whether it be around them with them they have a heart full of such beautiful memories of you. They will never ever forget you and what you meant to them.
Jayden may you find my son Jasper and help watch over him and may you two have lots of giggles and laughs in your own precious world.
jayden precious little one / Jodie Fisher (none)Read >>
jayden precious little one / Jodie Fisher (none)
Dear Meagan
He was just beautiful its so sad that he was taken so soon. You were very lucky to have him alert see his eyes open hear his cries feel his heartbeat next to yours. I was not as lucky as that.
He will be with you forever all your hopes all your dreams and all your memories will be with you forever nothing or no-one can take that away from you.
I am now happy that you are able to smile again and feel the sunshine on your face.